im so damn tired of waiting

but i dont know why im still waiting

i tot this feeling wont come back

i was totally so wrong

i just want to scream

say it loud

but i cant

i just cant

***sigh***

jiwa kacau

out

i love to cabut rambut gatal!!hahaha..this habit is so cannot resist la..i dont know why but the best moment when me cabut the rambut gatal is when i can feel the curliest or crispiest part of the hair.can u feel it??that moment is the best la..best giler!!i will so satisfy and at one time nak buat research plak on that rambut..haha!!sangat x boleh bla!!tp seriyes...besh!!haha..

what else?owh..i love to smell my nephew's' bantal.of course they are so smelly..but the smell is besh.haha.before i got one.mase study dulu, everyone suka² hati je throw away my bantal as it was so smelly and it had become WATER RESISTANT!!hahaha..hebat x?klau buang kat laut, konfem ikan semua mati...but now the bantal is already gone.x tau p mana.i think mama already threw it away la..back from induction je, the pillow dah x de..tanye semua orang buat dunno je..menyampah!!dengki latuh..but now i need at least satu bantal yang lembik gile to cover my face to sleep.hihi..at home get one, stulang oso get one..the problem is when i have to go outstation.x kan nak bawak bantal lembik kot.so substituting [wujud ke perkataan ini?] it with face towel.huhu..what to do.

i love to lipat baju...but it dun like to put it to its place.paham x?meaning i will lipat baju and then i will leave it just like that..haha!!malas giler kan nak letak kat lemari.tu ar bontot makin besar.dem!!so klau nak lipat baju, mesti ade someone yang volunteer to put it to the right place.deal??

apekejadah ntah yang dibebelkan di atas..x ade kesinambungan langsung.the fact is i try to hide something.try to forget someone.try to not terus melayan that feeling.demmmmm!!!so this entry is so not besh actually.ok bye.

they love u but they are not ur lover

they care for u but they are not from ur family

they are ready to share ur pain but they are not in ur blood relations

they are FRIENDS

true friend scolds like a Dad, cares like Mom, teases like Sister, irritates like Brother and finally love u more than Lover.

life is hell without friends

sent by her

i think that it will be a waste if i just throw it away

this is to share

the value of friendship

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waaaaaarggghhhhhhhhh!!!

i really feel so fat!!yes i am.i can feel it.im not comfortable when walking.peha dah bertembung.dem.dem.dem.and the worst thing is that i reached 50.WTH??that is super duper unacceptable.therefore from now on..ill start to stay healthy.a week probation for me.breakfast with only a cup of oat.ill skip lunch.dinner is a bit difficult to skip as i will be tempted with my couz's cooking.shit!!!but ill try my best.and not to forget to drink a lot of plain water.i have too.ganbatte!!!i know i can do it.or else i will turn up like BEDAH!!lalalalalalalalala..bye

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those pix was taken during isma's birthday 5 years back. i guessed

i really miss those moment

and i miss the people.

dem

***sigh***

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