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!am now welkaming u to this 'PATHETIC' site as u said to me before...so now u are 'PATHETIC' as i am!!!

lalalalalalalala..

aaaaaaaaargggggggghhh!

i still can't believe it..but i had been talking in front of 30 peoples as a speaker this morning!ya..ya..just a small number, still it is a HUGE achievement for me!sukses!sukses!kinda relieved..before, i was like 'x selera makan'..'talk to my hand'..all those things..i couldn't remember how many butterflies in my stomach..but thanx to Puan Suraya for backing me up..haha!i owe u one..kepsi this monday!wah!lebiula...

the whole week just like-hell...exhausted yang amat!back-up orang ni la..orang tula..boss is getting married this Sunday..paham-paham jela..sure2 she will take a long break..2 of us is 7-month-preggy..confirmed not allowed to go outstation..2 or 3 cannot go outstation with the reason 'ade anak'..then 'yang x de anak ni bile nak dapat anak;kalau kluar je'..abeh yg blum kawen ni bilenye nak bersosial klau asek outstation je?!!!

i can consider sometimes..but it has limits..now,korang mcm dah take for granted for my existence..

'ala..x pela,hajare ade..die boleh back-up'

tu jela ayat2 cinta yang korang boleh kuarkan..if u can compromise, i dun mind..but bile aku mntak tlg back-up, masing2 like buat muke yang aku ni ckp sorang2..sakit hati bai!maybe am a lil bit emo right now..exhausted,sick & tired of people around me..

puhleaaaaaase la..we as a team, teamwork is very important..budak2 pun tau bai!APE yang PENTING?!!KERJASAMA!shame on u...when people didnt cooperate, u condemned him/her like u are so perfectionist!come on la..u dun agree with others, just confront with them..dun talk behind them.

now everybody has at least 3 pending reports!!!congratulations!!and next month schedule has been set...BIG boss yang set..amek korang!for sure my name is one of the fav..!!wat to do..WANTED!!i hope next month will be more organised and not as 'klam kabut' as this week...hopefully!

at last abang get a scholarship to UK. congrats to abang! after all this while, after all the difficulties..this is what he's been waiting for. still there's problem behind that. the U he's being offered is not listed under the sponsorship. he supposed to get offer from a top ten university in the world. unfortunately, the course that he want is not offerred by those uni's. told him to nego with MARA..but it's abang. it will be a BIG problem for him.

dun worry la bang, i'll help u. i'll make sure u will ur dream will come true!wah! he will enroll this September, luckily after Raya. but so much things to do!so, u better start listing all the 'must-do' thingy..

=)

i am now trying so hard, moving forward.

positively think that difficulties will guide me to happiness.

hurmmmm~

STRESS!!

x de la stress mane pun..agakla..

lately, too many people keep asking the same Q..
"ko bile lagi?" dan sewaktu dengannya la..
even my mama pun keep asking me the Q..
adeh...aaaaaaaaaargh!

i noe dat am getting older...28 dis year..but citer pasal 'kawen' ni bukan boleh dipaksa weh..
dulu aku mcm x heran pun..lantaklah korang nak cakap ape..tp lately this thing really stressed me up!!
it's a bit complicated..i might be hoping for someone..but the one that am hoping for might not noe..in easy words, 'bertepok sebelah tangan'la...waaaaaaaaargh!!!

cane?x kan aku nak force this guy kot...no..no..no..not me..so embarassing!

will continue later...
gtg~

me..back from outstation..after two weeks..
huh..loads of pending assigments waiting..arghhhhhhhhh!!!

attended a course "PROTOCOL & SOCIAL ETIQUETTE"..
fun & enjoying..
luckily the speaker was happening..Capt.Subri,the Master Mariner..
met 'crazy' & 'sporting' people..
this course is really recommended by me to others..
it' worth..

=)

send someone to love me...
i need to rest in arms..
keep me safe from harms..
and pouring rain...

*sigh*