29 May 2009

aaaaaaaaargggggggghhh!

i still can't believe it..but i had been talking in front of 30 peoples as a speaker this morning!ya..ya..just a small number, still it is a HUGE achievement for me!sukses!sukses!kinda relieved..before, i was like 'x selera makan'..'talk to my hand'..all those things..i couldn't remember how many butterflies in my stomach..but thanx to Puan Suraya for backing me up..haha!i owe u one..kepsi this monday!wah!lebiula...

the whole week just like-hell...exhausted yang amat!back-up orang ni la..orang tula..boss is getting married this Sunday..paham-paham jela..sure2 she will take a long break..2 of us is 7-month-preggy..confirmed not allowed to go outstation..2 or 3 cannot go outstation with the reason 'ade anak'..then 'yang x de anak ni bile nak dapat anak;kalau kluar je'..abeh yg blum kawen ni bilenye nak bersosial klau asek outstation je?!!!

i can consider sometimes..but it has limits..now,korang mcm dah take for granted for my existence..

'ala..x pela,hajare ade..die boleh back-up'

tu jela ayat2 cinta yang korang boleh kuarkan..if u can compromise, i dun mind..but bile aku mntak tlg back-up, masing2 like buat muke yang aku ni ckp sorang2..sakit hati bai!maybe am a lil bit emo right now..exhausted,sick & tired of people around me..

puhleaaaaaase la..we as a team, teamwork is very important..budak2 pun tau bai!APE yang PENTING?!!KERJASAMA!shame on u...when people didnt cooperate, u condemned him/her like u are so perfectionist!come on la..u dun agree with others, just confront with them..dun talk behind them.

now everybody has at least 3 pending reports!!!congratulations!!and next month schedule has been set...BIG boss yang set..amek korang!for sure my name is one of the fav..!!wat to do..WANTED!!i hope next month will be more organised and not as 'klam kabut' as this week...hopefully!