25 October 2009

if & so

"there's someone i've been missing"


i thought this feeling will not last,it still there.it wont go away..i guessed.but i do hope, it will fade away.so i dun need to pretend that im cool enough with my own life.so i wont have any sleep deprivation every night.so i dun need to check on my phone every seconds.so i wont get any head~ache anymore.so i wont have any sweet dreams that will never come true.please..go away!if i could..ill scream to ur face and say it LOUD!but i dun have enough guts to do that.my ego keep on telling me that i still have pride.if u could only knew..how hurt it is.