blue & brown
im totally in love with both of you
how sweet both of u to be together

haha
x boleh bla
ini semua gara2 c chiko chombi yang mahu berkahwin
so i dream of my wedding theme pulak!wakakakaka
tapi sangat sweet kan this combination..
so vintage
iloikeee



this bedding for baby
tibe2!!



this can be the wedding 's doorgift!
shuweeet!



and this!



the wedding cake in blue & brown!
wow weee



haish!
watever it is
will be so vintage in this combination



lagi doorgift

since this combination is so rare for malay's wedding
so i didnt manage to get the PELAMIN
huhu..
but if ader mesti gempak kan?
so can i be the 1st to have that?!!
^___^

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because of this also
ive changed my template
blue& brown!!

OMG..a new year is coming!!how time flies..in the blink of an eye, it just another day!wah..BUNKFACE!!so what's my resolution(s)?nahhhh...2009's not even achieved!to set another one..i dun think so.ill just bring it forward..haha.but still one thing that i always hope and really really hope to come true.hihi..to get married y'all!!!muahahahahahahaha!GEDIX giler!hey...am 28 ok..and 2010 will become 29!!!29!!cant u see the different?ok enuff on that!

every year is a great year.depending on how u handle each & every single problem or situation or whatever.positively or negatively.its our right & life.nobody will make a decision.they just guide.so..i really hope and i bet everyone is hoping,praying & planning the best for 2010..who doesnt?may this NEW YEAR will bring much much more happiness & joy to everyone.peace no war!!!out

owh..my blog.dun u know how i miss u like crazy?!!muahahahaha..padahal malas giler nak update..sangat nak cover ok!!last two week was the busiest week of the month as there was so many things to be done like...sleep, eat, sleep, eat.. fbooking, farming, singing, shopping, mingling...wooosh..told ya.it was the busiest weeks.muahahahahahaha!

ok fine..went to singapore with this girl.for photo shooting only..wah photo shoot tau!since we are so GIGAM...the purpose of going to sing a pore was to take pictures for christmas only..so jakun kan?!!but who cares?!!so..we went there with only about SGD50 in pocket..which we estimated for MRT fare only..but still we did some shopping..haha.the best part was we brought along KARIPAP SARDIN!!!what a thrifty journey!!we went to BUGIS STREET, esplanade, merlion,litlle india [ x mo pg dah lepas ni] and last but not least..ORCHARD!where we took pictures like jakun~people~came~out~from~jungle!muahahahahaha!and how lucky we were because as we syok-sendiri taking pictures..please watch this.totally awesome and JAKUN!!![giler banyak perkataan JAKUN digunakan]sori folks..ok enuff for SING A PORE..

ok here is some of the sneak preview of the photo shoot..haha

on our way back to MALAYSIA [wah...mcm jauh tau], phat got a called..from DAUZ la..phat mcm dah mara2..apela..then after they hang up..phat told me that DAUZ nak antar 5 dulang plak for their engagement..owh sori..at first they planned not to give anything during the engagement but suddenly dauz's family wanted to give 5 dulang tu la [since. he is the 1st in among his siblings to get engaged..its normal to be sponsored].phat fabe ni not mad bcause of that 5 dulang..but the last minute information!!!mane nak cekau duit babe nak beli barang untuk 7 dulang..GILER!!duit dah abes shopping at Singapore..huhu [shopping la sangat] but we managed to settle it..wah!like a pro..called dak ABANG, who is Laily' brother and also Phat punye pembuat hantaran. asked him to make something simple for 7 hantaran.luckily he said he could do it with a very short time.ok settle!!!

the next day..met Sikin..who will be Phat' s wedding planner..at Jusco Tebrau City.ok nice..the meeting was so brainstorming.we xchanged ideas..and Sikin is so creative with her so~called hobby..im so impressed..chekidaud at here.then we did some shopping at Angsana for Sejadah & Songkok..but luckily Dauz said there's no need to buy the Songkok as he himself didnt know what size of his head..haiya.after that went to Ayu's place.we've been served well..spaghetti meatball tau!ice cream lg..next time steak plak!hihi..then to my cousin's house for her daughter birthday celebration.busy kan?pastu baru la boleh balik...phat's place.

owh not to forget i was so impressed & geram juga with Sham yang berlagak giler as he managed to solve the Rubik's cube!!so Sham now i impress with myself because i also manage to solve it..muahahahahaha!cukup untuk selingan..

on 26th December, officially she is his fiancee..CONGRATULATIONS guys!sorry i couldnt attend your engagement..but keep my words.i'll be there on ur wedding!!^___^

tergesa²

rasa gelisah

kini pasrah!

aku betul2 terguris

sangat

tapi aku sedar siapa diriku

mungkin aku mengalami perubahan hormon

tapi betul2 terguris

ya..its really hurt

the car condition after being hit by a black savvy at Jalan Kebun Teh Lama .1835 on 9th December 2009

while this the condition of the car that hit us

different angle

another angle

the black savvy


until night

i know this is all fate
and i dun blame others for what happened..
but the drive of the black savvy was creating a story
claiming that there was another car..black viva that hit us.
and he too was the victim of that car
BULLSHIT!!!

and the worst part was me too believed on what he said.
since we really not sure whose car hit us
[it happened so fast]
dem!
when hani's FIL told us that he saw the black savvy was the only car behind us
and the one that hit us..
i was like..WTF~c***~makan~b***!!!

but we really grateful that all of us are still alive and ok
the only passenger that has a serious injury is hani's MIL
she broke her hand.

this is a new experience to me.
thank GOD!

owh..
almost forget..
thanx to everyone that helped us
i really dunno how to show my appreciation
but its really appreciated.
and to those that had been so concerned
BIG hug for all of you

THANX!!

this entry is all about nona
my tiny~plus~fierce niece
[sori sebab the video tunggang terbalik]

1st
me..diperbodohkan oleh nona
bgai nak gile aku pose




2nd
nona mengada giler

3rd
NAK GIIII!!!

4th
nona sayang sape?

sangat geram & annoying kan this little girl

saya tahu ramai yang risau dengan kelewatan saya menemui jodoh.terima kasih semua atas perhatian yang diberi.tapi kamu semua haruslah faham.ini bukan urusan saya.ini urusan TUHAN.saya tidak ada kuasa untuk menentukan bila dan siapa jodoh saya.kalau boleh saya pun mahu dipercepatkan bertemu jodoh.maklumlah saya juga wanita.ingin mempunyai keluarga dan zuriat sendiri.siapa yang tidak mahu.lima kali senari saya berdoa kepada tuhan supaya dipertemukan jodoh.tapi apa daya, saya hanya mampu memohon.lagipun malu juga saya kepadaNYA kerana terlalu meminta.jadi saya pasrah.apapun terjadi saya terima dengan redha.bukan bermakna saya putus asa.TIDAK.tetapi malu denganNYA kerana suruhanNYA kadang² ditangguhkan untuk hal duniawi.jadi urusanNYA juga bila jodoh saya akan sampai.

pada mulanya saya tidak ambil pusing dengan soalan² yang bertalu² ditanyakan.tapi lama kelamaan saya jadi rimas.ramai juga yang membuat anggapan yang tidak berasas.Alhamdulillah saya masih tahu batas² kehidupan.masih lagi waras untuk membezakan yang mana baik & yang mana buruk.yang penting keluarga percayakan saya.terima kasih mama & arwah abah atas didikan yang diberi.saya bersyukur sangat² saya dilahirkan di dalam keluarga ini.walaupun kadang² ada salah faham,tapi itukan lumrah berkeluarga.kawan² juga banyak memberikan kata perangsang supaya saya bersabar & jangan endahkan kata² orang.terima kasih semua.

melihat kawan² lain sudah berkeluarga memang sesuatu perkara yang amat mencemburukan saya.mempunyai suami/isteri yang baik,berkerjaya & satu kepala.tapi itukan rezeki dan jodoh masing².setiap yang terjadi pasti ada sebab & kebaikan disebaliknya.begitulah selalunya saya memujuk diri sendiri.mensyukuri setiap nikmat yang dikurniakan.memikirkan hal² sekeliling yang berlaku.walaupun kadang² say dipengaruhi oleh emosi untuk membuat keputusan.terlalu mengikut hati dalam membuat penilaian.Alhamdulillah TUHAN masih sayangkan saya & berikan saya petunjuk serta jalan yang betul.

sesungguhnya bila kita diduga bermakna TUHAN masih lagi menyayangi kita.mungkin inilah dugaan yang DIA berikan pada saya.antara yang terbesar.saya redha dan saya harap saya dipertemukan jodoh dengan insan yang mampu menyara saya,mempunyai keluarga yang baik & yang penting boleh membimbing saya ke jalan yang betul.AMIN..

i know who i am

i know who you are

im so grateful to be who i am

and i dun mind whatever shitting you said about me

i dun need you to make me know who i am

i dun need you to remind me who i am

i dun even bother who you are

i have my own strengths & weaknesses

and so do you

mind your own

and will mind mine

i have my own plan in my life

i dun care whatever plan u have in your life

enough said