27 March 2010

my life is full of people who take me for granted.i bet yours is the same.yess..i might be seen as a dun~care~dun~mind person because i always look happy..buat ape nak kerut² muka, nanti cepat tua..[wow thats rhyme].the more tense i am, the harder im trying not to show it.but sometimes they acted beyond the border.im not the kind of person to mengadu~mengadu one..only for small matters.and im not the kind of person u like to kipas or air cond-ing my superior just to get promoted or highest mark on evaluation.i dun care about evaluation.bullshit.and i dun understand if there's people who just envy on me just because of my mark was higher than them or if my superior "like" me more than them.WTF?!!life is like roller coaster.at one time u will stay at the top, but there is one time that u will stay below of others.its normal.

i dun choose people to make friend.because we are the same.there's no need for us to judge people.that's totally not our part.once we judge or criticize people, it says nothing about that person, it merely shows our own need to be critical.if you think you are good enough, you are kind enough, you are so decent enough, you are so clever enough, you are so efficient enough, you are so resourceful enough...fine, just do everything by yourself.dun ever ask others favor.when something goes wrong, do not pin~point to others as you are so perfect enough not to make any mistakes.admitting that you had made a mistake is not a crime.we learned from experiences, mistakes... plus they are the best teacher in our life. there's nothing wrong to have pride, but sometimes we have to know when to put it aside.if u treat other people nicely, they will treat u the same.

i know i cant avoid these kind of people because they are everywhere.so the best thing i can do is just to do my own thing and i dun need to act like them.bye.