i really do not know what the hell am i doingim totally stupid and crazy for waiting and loving someone who dont even care about me
i know
not everyone i love
will love me back
but
why it is so complicated?
maybe there are some reasons why i still not over him
is it because i cant or is it because there is no one else?
im sick & tired for being sick & tired
or
should i be anti-love?
or
would i dare letting it show?
yeah..i wish
ive recovered for a while
but all the sudden
it come back
though at that time i always said
a friend is all you'll ever be
but im always secretly wish
the way u want her would be the way u want me
and i had succeed to hide it
now?
