im wasting too much time thinking of YOU when i have nothing to do..
and it's tiring..
too bad i kind of know that i will never be with YOU..
yet im too in love to let it go..
i dont even know your name..
and i only have a very little tiny memory with YOU..
yet its like ive been knowing YOU so well..

instead of telling YOU how i feel..
i keep on posting it here..
i dont know how..
but i wish and hope that YOU know how i feel..

YOU maybe not care at all..
or maybe YOU already have someone special..
but as long as im not seeing YOU with other person..
i believe YOU are available..
though, half of me say vice versa..

to see YOU for a minute or even less..
will make me smile all day long..
but to miss YOU makes me sick..
and to have all the UNSAID feelings hurt me so badly..

i just have to remain believe..
and have faith..
insyaAllah..
will you?

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i saw YOU like 3 seconds..
and YOU just made my day..

tenchiu

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"cintailah seseorang itu secara DIAM-DIAM..
seperti kisah cinta SUCI..
saidatina FATIMAH & saidina ALI..
yang ALLAH pertemukan jua akhirnya..
kerana sesungguhnya mereka yang mencintai seseorang secara diam sebenarnya sedang BERJIHAD..
berjihad menentang KEHENDAK HATI..
menahan NAFSU diri.."

insyaALLAH..

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i saw u just now..
you looked pinkish..
but i wasnt excited at all..
yet i felt down..
and my heart said you are already taken..
im not suitable for you..
there's no way you will look at me again..

but the other side said..
if i dont try to ask, i 'll never know..

if only i have the guts to ask you..
will you talk to me again?
no one knows..except HIM.

have faith..
BELIEVE.

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dont blame others if they do not believe you when you always take everything into joke even it comes to serious matter..

but we as human always see others fault rather than ours..

i may not to be seem as a serious person but when it comes to something which is sensitive or serious i could automatically tune into the situation..

yes there's time i might laugh at others fault, mistakes but i didnt exaggerate it..

i dont blame others to dislike me..
but i do regret when those who dislike and talk behind my back ask for my favor..
they just like befriend with me for benefit..
and i totally say no those who will only befriend with me when their so called BFF is not around..

sometimes i can take it..
but sometimes it hurt so much..
and sometimes i just told myself not to be like them by acting the same..

im not perfect..
i made mistakes..
and i try my best to learn from it..
to be a better person..
insyaAllah..

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*senyumsepanjanghari*

satu..
jumpa old friend..
which is now konfem old already..
sembang x hengat walaupun kat tgh2 laluan..
si Rizal Fazly yang forever jaki dgn wa..
also husband to Normanita..
kind-hearted couple ive ever met..
dah 3 dah anak korang..
tp sama je perangai..
"aku hampir x kenal ko jar sebab ko pakai baju kurung"
harem pants punye Rizal.

dua..
SAYA NAMPAK AWAK!!!!
yeay!!!
tp slack ar nampak time tgh borak sakan dgn si rizal..
never mind..
i still can notice you..

^^

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im hurt...so much
its easy for people to keep on talking on reasons why im still not married while they are not even in my shoes..
jodoh pertemuan di tangan Tuhan..
if my future husband can be bought at Giant for example, that you can question why i still not married..

it hurts why someone say like
"ha tula mak suruh kawen, x nak kawen'
WTH is that?
ive never said that i dont want to get married..
who dont want to get married?
it's a sunnah..

dont just say without considering others..
it might hurt others if it comes to sensitive matter..
muke cantik tp kurang budi bahasa sgt merugikan..
beauty can deceived..
dont judge the book by its cover is so true..

im thankful for what i have..
i may not have beautiful face & fair skin..
but i know how it feels when someone says on your ugliness..
i may not have a lot of money..
so that i will appreciate every single thing i earned..
for all the weaknesses that i have..
it makes me closer to ALLAH..

and i believe the BEST is yet to come.
insyaAllah..

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