there will always be

an "IF" in LIFE

a "LIE" in BELIEVE

an "OVER" in LOVER

an "END" in FRIEND

XOXO

perhaps u would be a bit surprised if u knew how often the wording of a song will make me think of you

perhaps this song

yes i know. ive been blogging too often lately.it's all because that feeling.
his fault

i really do not know what the hell am i doing
im totally stupid and crazy for waiting and loving someone who dont even care about me
i know
not everyone i love
will love me back
but

why it is so complicated?

maybe there are some reasons why i still not over him
is it because i cant or is it because there is no one else?

im sick & tired for being sick & tired

or
should i be anti-love?

or
would i dare letting it show?



yeah..i wish

ive recovered for a while
but all the sudden
it come back

though at that time i always said

a friend is all you'll ever be
but im always secretly wish
the way u want her would be the way u want me

and i had succeed to hide it

now?

my mother always says that most of my friends are so stylo..but not me.haha..mesti korang bangga kan?menyampah.but that's not the point.the point is they never make a rule or any criteria to befriend with them like "u have to be as stylo as us...baru u boleh join us".never!!!as i can easily make friends, so are they because we dont judge people from their appearance...ada la sket2 kutuk orang punye style, but that was for fun and that's it!!but if someone like to befriend with us we'll welcome it.BUT..do not mess with us!!some of us might want to make friend because of they have their own agenda.i dont know..maybe they want to be glamour or what, to dress like someone, to get someone...whatever!!which is not right as they are not sincere in their friendship.true friends will always be on your side in whatever situation you are in.happy & sad.luckily i have that kind of friends and mish them so much. i thank you all and im so grateful to know u guys. they might be seen as gila-gila, sexy or whatever but they are so kind hearted. seriously...i dont mind what others gonna say, but im so proud to know them and to admit that they are my friends!!!ok..jangan nak kembang sangat!!!

::dia ni penghibur hati semua orang::

::dia ni sangat pemurah dan suka tolong orang walaupun selalu berlagak brutal::
yess..she's married & that her husband.huh..

::dia ni kecik je tapi garang, kerex plak tapi dia memang baik hati::


i really mish you guys!!
thanx for always be there

XOXO

lets just fall in love~again



you belong with me

XOXO