today dah bape syawal ntah?8 syawal..

tomorrow..the big city will get chaotic as usual because mostly tomorrow everyone will start their daily routine.huhu..but not me..lalalalala.

i was purposely apply leave for tomorrow sebab x mo tempoh traffic jammed plis!haha..

this raya as usual..nothing much different.raye kat kampung..arwah abah's and mama's.but on the 2nd syawal we went to Abg Uyen's house at Ulu Penggeli.(Abg Uyen is my cousin.since mama is the youngest, mostly our cousins are like at the same age as mama.hehe).It was a long ~long time ago..we have not visiting his house.like almost 6 years kot.jalan nak g umah pun dah lupe.as we arrived,everyone get excited la..cewah!the kids tok sah cakap la..dan2 je tanye."mane kolam?"haha..tapi mmg besh!

we met iza..after many years x jumpe sebab perkara2 yang tidak dapat dielakkan.tp x kesah la..she's ok now..and pregnant.alhamdulillah.it's not that i want to talk bad on her tapi this is like a lesson & peringatan for all of us.

Mama: Sape yg buat kuih ni za?

Iza: Iza la..kite kan anak pompuan tok su..mestilah nak sumbang lebih.

(Terasa aku..huhu)

Iza: Cik bile nak kawen?

Aku: Susah la soklan ni za..

Iza: Iza dulu cik..belum kawen.melawan je cakap mak.dah kawen baru rase mcm mane susahnye mak nak besarkan kite.

Then Kak di (Mak Iza) interrupt..

Kak di: Die dah tau..(sambil senyum)

I was like..bagus iza ni.let bygone be bygone.at least she learned from her mistakes.Everthings happened for reasons.There must be something good in it.POSITIVEly think!!!

3 syawal

according to mama,no plan on visiting relatives..our turn to stay at home and wait for 'them'.

2 syawal

'raye' on abah's site.umah wak yah lorong sulaiman, umah wak nab @ kluang..

then heading straight to ULU PENGGELI..umah abang Uyen..
adventure gile..
it was 6 years ago..
everyone was xcited coz nak tgk kolam ikan, tapi ujan..muahahahahaha.auss,turun2 je mane kolam ikan.but they really enjoyed the time.



1 syawal

as usual
round kampung dulu after bermaafan,bergambaran dan ke kubur abah.
abes belah mama.

assalamualaikum.how time flies?rasenye macam baru semalam je start pose.luse dah raye!!!but raye to me now not as merrier as before.abah dah tak de..dah 3 kali raye la maksudnye.lain la jugak rasenye.kakak2 dah kawen..mane nak bergilir dgn family blah sane plak.tp kak baetti paling unfair to me as tiap2 tahun raye pun kat sane.alasan dah buat pre-marriage contract.BULLSHIT!!!

ok..maybe aku tak paham, sebab aku x tempuh lagi.tapi bagi aku suasana raye tu kan lain bile ramai2 berkumpul."aku balik tiap2 minggu ape umah mama".hello, ko balik pun mengelat,selalu je nak balik awal..ade je nak kemas umah la, ayem ade tuisyen la..dll.tapi bile x de orang jage anak ko, pandai plak cari mama.boleh plak stay.

YA ALLAH..berdosa gile aku rase.tapi x pelah..sebab aku x paham & tempuh lagikan.so aku x boleh cakap banyak.tu jela yang die cakap kat aku.

bile orang yang kite sayang dah tak de, baru la kite tanye nape la aku x appreciate moment yang ade dengan dat person.manusia kan..so,now..aku x kesah la korang nak cakap ape pasal mama, mama nak cakap ape pasal aku..aku dengar je dengan redha..ntah bile time aku tibe, ntah bile time mama tibe..

so..everyone.mintak maaf klau ade tersalah bahasa, gurauan yang tidak disukai, perbuatan yang tidak digemari..harap dimaafi sempena SYAWAL yang tibe ini.