yess..

its official..

and im always be the one to be left out

thank you so so much

fin

**so lets keep life busy!**

pin pointing to others is as easy as A-B-C.but you will never learn from that.it is just a way for you to run from reality, run away from admitting that you had make mistakes. there's no one in this world that would never made a mistake.could you please at least just admit you have made a mistake and learn from it?is that so difficult enough to be done?we are human.and that is one of our norms.to be a perfectionist is good but at the same time that you have to realise that it wont happened!acting like you are so great enough really annoys people.i dont care if you said you have a great repo with some kind of high-positioned-people, i dont even a lil bit care.but what i care is when you keep on blaming & pin-pointing to others,and make people see us as lousy-workers, that really makes me so pissed off!!!congratulations as you succeed on that!!seems that it is your specialty!when we did a great job, you said its just a luck, not on our effort.every compliments received will be tailed with you smirky face as if we dont deserve it.everything good that we have did is not a good thing on your eyes.it will always you to be the best and always shared.if you said we never share that is because you never listened to what we have shared.we are nothing to you when you have friends.but we will be SOMETHING to you when you've got no one to rely on!yess..that is what we are to you.and very much sorry we dont entertain this kind of people.say whatever you want to say.because that is you.and i just want to be me.bye!

if only i could remember one nice thing that u had ever did for me..

but i couldnt

because there's none

a compliment?

never!

the best is i will keep pretending to treat u as a friend

not more than that

a friend to "bang" with

let me the one to be in denial

stupidly jealous when there's someone catches your attention

put those song lyrics that relate to me on my status

no worries

i will never tell anyone

keep pretending that im strong enough to face it

i promise

♥

im not looking for others' sympathy when i told them what is inside my chaotic~heart.im not also purposely told them helping me to let him know.NO!im just sharing.i want to let it out.i found it works.im sorry if it burdens the people ive told them to.and im sorry if i keep on telling the same story that makes u boring.very much sorry.recently, im kinda sensitive.i dunno is it because the hormone or me getting older~another~year~to~reach~30 or whatever..i really dunno.but i would like to thank them for being a good listener, for all the consolations word and being there for me.it lightens me up a bit.no worries, i wont take it seriously for all the jokes.it just that i hope you can respect on the other party.let me be the one to take the risk and the other party to realise it by himself.its so uncertain!!never mind.

♥

this is one of my favourite commercial breaks.LOL.yess..everytime i watch it.

♥

this is fara fauzana..i bet everyone reading this, knows her.i stole her pictures somewhere.i cant remember.she's one of my favorite celebrities.why?because she's so sempoi and slamber!!i like her and the way she bring herself in the industries.she is being herself.she's not hypocrite.i met her once.back then, she was not as famous as today.we met at UiTM's pool.she's a great swimmer!!!yess..she is!!

why im posting this, an entry for fafau..??!!nope!well actually, im scared that i will turn out like her.i have a heavy-bottom figure..just like her.the moment i met her before, her bottom was not as big as today!i wonder, is that happened because she is currently not swimming or what?!!because me tooo had not been swimming for a very long period.i think the last time i swim was on 2006!!dem..that is long enough!!takut x?takut x?huhu..where can i find a public swimming pool that can be easily access by public transport in johor?!!is there any?benci ar macam ni!!any idea or alternative to avoid this happen?!!

my apology to fafau!!im not here to insult ur figure...i think u are confident with ur figure & have a very high self~esteem!but not me.very much sorry!!

::mama::

ini mama saya. nama die MORNI @ MONI BINTI SUKARI.mama lahir pada 30 Mac 1952 di Parit Raja, Batu Pahat.so mama memang totally anak jawa johor.hehe.

mama dan saya banyak perbezaannya.BANYAK sangat.apa yang saya suka, selalu mendapat tentangan dari mama.kami memang selalu berselisih pendapat.banyak perkara.tapi itukan lumrah hidup.betul x?klau saya x setuju dengan mama, saya selalu diam.kalau saya lawan, nnti boleh jadi perang besar.selalu macam tu lah.bila jumpa je, memang ada je benda yang x kena.tapi bila jauh, baru terasa apa yang saya buat tu salah.x tau lah.masalah memang kat saya kot.entahlah.

tak apalah.walaupun kami selalu berbeza pendapat, mama tetap orang yang menjaga saya selama ini.yang membesarkan saya.penat lelah mencari rezeki untuk membesarkan 6 orang anak.semenjak abah pergi 3 tahun lepas, mama lebih tabah orangnya.mama tak mudah menangis.klau saya nangis, mama cakap tak guna menangis, bukan dapat selesaikan masalah pun.memang betul.tapi saya tidak setabah mama lagi.buat masa sekarang, saya lah orang yang paling lama menyusahkan mama.huhu.memang sedih.tapi saya nak buat macam mana, ini ketentuan tuhan.betul x?

mama selalu doakan saya agar bertemu jodoh.saya juga harap saya dapat bertemu jodoh dan dapat anak sebelum mama pergi.insyaAllah.saya memang selalu sakitkan hati mama.benda-benda kecik pun boleh sakit hati.

walau apapun mama tetap kesayangan saya.saya memang tidak pandai menunjukkan sayang saya pada mama.mungkin sebab ego.ego?tapi mama pasti tahu saya sayang mama.HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY, mama.luv u so much!!XOXO.♥

im trying not to tell u, but i want to

im scared of what u'll say

so im hiding what im feeling

but im tired of holding this inside my head

im such a GERRRRET pretender

am i?

penatlah melayan perasaan

penat sangat

tapi aku jugak yang nak melayan

i need someone to make me happy

to make me forget with all this shits

anyone??